You know, might be able to help. I've been developing a "how to gain the ability to visualize" program, and could use some beta testers. Message me or send email to amax @@@ hilomath.com if you're interested; it's going to be a for-sale product, but you can have it for free if you're willing to tell me what you think. (This goes not just for you, palish, but anyone else reading this in the next week or so.)