Yeah, I just got done coming to terms with the fact that women hate me because I'm ugly and weird and unhealthy and that's also why my family didn't like me growing up, and the second I start making progress fixing it this shit happens. I'm 28 now. I have to go from totally weird and ugly as shit (might need surgery) to having an enjoyable career, a wife who's not repulsed or settling during temporary depression, and a normal social life before 30 or else I'm really a loser. I will probably be a loser.